Jan 5th 2015, 2:33 am
@lapinkmilk: hi @jamesfrancotv
@lapinkmilk: i can't sleep hbu?
@jamesfrancotv: not bedtime yet do you wanna 💥?
@lapinkmilk: bang?
@jamesfrancotv: haha ya im just messing w you tho
@jamesfrancotv: :( try counting 🐏🐏🐏
@lapinkmilk: baaa baaa k I'm done w that
@jamesfrancotv: baaad girl
@lapinkmilk: 💁
@jamesfrancotv: why can't you sleep?
@lapinkmilk: thinkin bout chou
@jamesfrancotv: ha
@jamesfrancotv: bet you are
@jamesfrancotv: what time is it?
@jamesfrancotv: for you
@lapinkmilk: 2:45
@lapinkmilk: AM
@jamesfrancotv: lemme guess
@jamesfrancotv: *browses thru pics* mtl?
@lapinkmilk: haha good one
@lapinkmilk: ...
@lapinkmilk: you're down the street right?
@jamesfrancotv: parking the car
@lapinkmilk: it's snowy watch out
@jamesfrancotv: ice ice baby
@lapinkmilk: ya that too ☔️❄️
@lapinkmilk: where is you?
@jamesfrancotv: ☀️😎 sawry
@lapinkmilk: s'ok I got dis guy ⛄️
@jamesfrancotv: I'll snowball-fight him
@lapinkmilk: haha the wit on you
@jamesfrancotv: where's the pat-yrself on the back emoji?
@lapinkmilk: dunno on yr shoulder?
@jamesfrancotv: you got me
@lapinkmilk: i gotchou boo
@lapinkmilk: can i ask you a ?
@jamesfrancotv: shoot
@lapinkmilk: what is it about 35 year-old men?
@jamesfrancotv: im not 35
@jamesfrancotv: anymore
@lapinkmilk: manner of speaking
@lapinkmilk: you know wut i mean
@jamesfrancotv: 😏
@jamesfrancotv: do i?
@lapinkmilk: what is it about after thirty
@lapinkmilk:... Something slides
@jamesfrancotv: 35 y old men have a lot going on
@jamesfrancotv: gotta be more specific
@lapinkmilk: like why are you always tryna go to bed w PYTs
@jamesfrancotv: who wouldn't
@lapinkmilk: no but what is it
@lapinkmilk: you wanna drink their blood or something?
@jamesfrancotv: im not brad pitt
@lapinkmilk: no he married a woman his own age
@jamesfrancotv: you think i'm creepy?
@lapinkmilk: it's just
@lapinkmilk: I wanna understand why
@lapinkmilk: like, are you for real?
@jamesfrancotv: girls wanna be fuckable
@lapinkmilk: but do they wanna get fucked?
@lapinkmilk: like in Palo Alto - "I'm older so I kno there's not much good out there... and yre rlly good."
@lapinkmilk: that's such a line
@jamesfrancotv: but it's true
@lapinkmilk: no it's just a hook you're reeling her in
@jamesfrancotv: it's fiction
@lapinkmilk: read sumthn in the new yorker yesterday like "autobiography is the only form in all the arts"*
@jamesfrancotv: what's wrong w finding somebody special?
@lapinkmilk: bc that's not it
@lapinkmilk: you feel the dissipation of youth so you try to lick it off someone else
@jamesfrancotv: what do u know about me
@lapinkmilk: i know
@lapinkmilk: you're old enough to know better
@jamesfrancotv: nothing wrong w recognising beauty when you see it
@lapinkmilk: but it's like all creepy men
@lapinkmilk: they don't stop at the recognition
@lapinkmilk: why?
@jamesfrancotv: what do u think life is all about
@jamesfrancotv: s-e-x and the pursuit of it
@lapinkmilk: but the measure of her love is different
@lapinkmilk: she doesn't understand the unloving that fucking does
@jamesfrancotv: there's like, a moment in life - you have to capture it.
@lapinkmilk: there's no courage in your love
@jamesfrancotv: what is this, The Interview??
@jamesfrancotv: why'd you write to me?
@lapinkmilk: cause I want to understand and I don't
@jamesfrancotv: ....
@lapinkmilk: and i still don't
@lapinkmilk: you know i liked you in 127 H
@lapinkmilk: when you cried I believed you
@jamesfrancotv: so what's wrong then?
@lapinkmilk: i just don't know why "great" artists have to be such assholes sometimes.
@jamesfrancotv: the complexity of human emotions feeds deviances
@lapinkmilk: and where does your empathy turn blind?
@lapinkmilk: im not deviant n i cry too
@jamesfrancotv: i guess i do it bc i can
@lapinkmilk: throwing back the limits of possibility?
@jamesfrancotv: trying to see how far I can get
@lapinkmilk: but you know, curiosity killed the cat
@lapinkmilk: not to mention the girl you might be screwing over
@jamesfrancotv: hey she can say no
@lapinkmilk: but it's the overture that's misplaced
@lapinkmilk: like, who does she want to fuck
@lapinkmilk: maybe not u
@jamesfrancotv: dayum girl
@lapinkmilk: i just wish you wouldn't have your cake and eat it too
@jamesfrancotv: aren't we all trying to do that?
@lapinkmilk: yeah but in the end it's just throw-up all over your Chinos.
@lapinkmilk: 🎂😖
@jamesfrancotv: i dont wear chinos
@lapinkmilk: corduroy then?
@jamesfrancotv: i'm Not That Kind of Guy
@lapinkmilk: haha okay then sonny
@jamesfrancotv: okay kiddo
@jamesfrancotv: time for bed no?
@jamesfrancotv: i gots some Ho-tel Paintin' to do
@lapinkmilk: suits me
@lapinkmilk: i got some writing to finish dreaming up
@jamesfrancotv: ...hmu if you're eva in LA
@lapinkmilk: tbc: midnight franco convo
@jamesfrancotv: yass
@lapinkmilk: don't spill anything on those curtains now 🎨
*"Autobiography is increasingly the only form in all the arts." Rachel Cusk quoted in the New Yorker, p. 70, January 5, 2015, from a conversation with the Guardian.